I’m deeply insecure without my glasses

Im 16 I’m so insecure without my glasses that at one point I I wouldn’t even sleep or shower without my glasses, I don’t do that anymore but I still feel so much anxiety when someone sees me without my glasses even if it’s my own family like parents or my brother. I don’t even let my own friends see me without my glasses and I’ve never told them why, I don’t think i ever will. Whenever someone calls me pretty all I think about is that they wouldn’t say that if they saw me without my glasses. I have a wider nose and I use my glasses to make them look smaller and it really works like a charm. Often times I catch myself thinking how am I gonna find a partner because of the way I look? I hate it so much I don’t think I’ll ever be fully comfortable without my glasses. I remember around year 8 my glasses lens broke and I couldn’t wear them so I was walking while covering my face and one of my classmates helped me fix them I’m really glad they never asked why I was covering my face. I’m horribly scared of picture day because my glasses aren’t anti glare, in year 10 I avoided it because id have to remove my glasses for it. I constantly avoid looking at mirrors when I don’t have my glasses unless I’m doing my makeup, doing skincare .All I’ve ever wanted was a nose job